Rather than directing the anger inward at the root and true cause, it was directed outward to innocent bystanders. Why? Jeez, pick one. Because they were there. Because it was easier to explode than to reflect. Because inflicting pain rather than accepting responsibility and thus causing internal pain is a lesson little boys don't readily learn or aren't taught at all. Because no time was taken to avoid an automatic action or reaction. Because I'm a turd (sometimes). Because I'm human and still learning.
Today's listening pleasure (because the crazy cookie monster vocals matched my mood) was: Opeth's Ghost Reveries
. Nice mix between brute strength and masculine beauty creates a powerful force.
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